I hate myself. I'm fat, horribly fat. I wight 103 again and I haven't worked out in a week or more. I eat and I shouldn't. I can see the fat everywhere. It's EVERYWHERE. So much too much everywhere. If getting better means getting fat forget it. I wasn't even trying to get better, just got distracted and lazy I guess and here I am so fucking fat! I hate me. I hate my body. And fuck this. I will get thinner soon.
